Keeping Faith

It's been a little while since I posted last. I have been healing quite well from surgery, and I find that I can flex and pull my stomach muscles without too much pain. This is good because I start boot camp this week! I always had in my head to get in the best shape before a baby comes along, so I'm that much healthier. I need to get going on that!

I'm getting excited for our appt with Motan next week (24th) He will most likely start me on a mock cycle right away, and although I'm not looking forward to needles, I'm glad that the ball is moving. Jeff and I are still taking things in stride as we're not sure about the donor's eggs yet, but we feel confident this is the path God is leading us down. Feeling positive!

I had a really good talk with an old friend of mine who is going through a lot of the same stuff. It was so good to share feelings of frustration, anger, worry, hopes, fears and just to have someone that actually 'gets' how I'm feeling. I was also able to give her some advice and it was great to know that because of all the stuff I've gone through I could offer some guidance, and she helped me realize that no matter how difficult things get you do make it through.

Sending out prayers for ALL the woman suffering in silence.